Everything being my fault means I’m still in control!
(This is actually not always true and is instead a rather toxic delusion of someone who has lost all control of their life blaming themselves for everything for the aesthetic of feeling like they still have agency and responsibility)
This is why I like hardware synthesizers
everything is still a problem, it’s just a self-inflicted problem! 😁
Everything being my fault means I’m still in control!
(This is actually not always true and is instead a rather toxic delusion of someone who has lost all control of their life blaming themselves for everything for the aesthetic of feeling like they still have agency and responsibility)