Mine? As miserable as ever. My little bro wanted to go to a little comic con thing, is just not my vibe, felt surrounded by people in weird costumes is just… Thankfully I was there for like half an hour.

  • shalafi@lemmy.worldEnglish
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    5 months ago

    Up and down. Depression hit me super hard, slept/read 14-hour days, but despite that, there were some great things.

    Took the family out on my little 10’ boat and watched the downtown fireworks from the river. We were directly underneath, cardboard shells raining on us! What a rush! None of us has ever seen anything like it.

    Been limping along with a shit fridge that barely works. Got a new one from FB for $200! Nicest fridge I’ve ever had. Going to be a huge project swapping them. Hell, getting it out of the other guy’s house was a chore.

    And tonight we’re hitting Aldi and loading up on food. Can’t wait to have a good fridge, freezer and ice maker again.

  • Trollivier@sh.itjust.works
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    5 months ago

    My depression has been trolling its way back recently, I was doing good since January… Those two weeks have been hard. Keep crying without knowing why exactly during my visits at my psychologist.

    But the weekend wasn’t that bad. We went to the municipal pool yesterday, the kid was happy. Today we went to the beach with friends, it was a most beautiful and relaxing day. When we came back, everything started going so wrong, I became super clumsy and almost broke stuff multiple times. Ended up screaming at myself and went to my office in the basement to isolate myself.

    I feel bad for my wife and son. They deserve better than what I can offer right now.

    • intensely_human@lemm.ee
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      5 months ago

      You also deserve better than what you can offer right now. You deserve to be well taken care of, including by yourself.

      This means when you fuck up while trying to take care of yourself, you can be angry at yourself for fucking up, or you can be compassionate to yourself in recognition of your loss.

    • bionicjoey@lemmy.ca
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      5 months ago

      It’s not a new account. It’s a serial ban evader who is on like his 6th account because he keeps getting banned from asklemmy for acting like an incel

        • bionicjoey@lemmy.ca
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          5 months ago

          Every time he posts, he responds to every reply being dismissive and shitty. He literally can’t say the words “woman” or “relationship” without adding on “which I will never get to experience”. Whenever anyone tries to give him actionable advice like therapy or ways to improve his mindset, he shuts them down.

      • wizardbeard@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
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        5 months ago

        They’re not a bot, just a very zealous mod trying to keep traffic and posts happening in some smaller communities.

        Most lemmy apps and front ends also identify bot accounts with a bot icon next to the username.

        • Zahille7@lemmy.world
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          5 months ago

          Sync does this. Although I think it might not be too accurate, because I think I’ve seen one or two actual accounts with the bot icon

  • NJSpradlin@lemmy.world
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    5 months ago

    Lost a dog to lymphoma. The whole week prior he was mostly not eating, his back legs were swollen up, and he was having even more trouble standing up and walking. Saturday I woke up and found him under the guest bed laying in a puddle of blood, I cleaned everything up while my wife called vets and then researched an at-home euthanasia. He was 9, a pitlab mix. I figured the mix in him would make him healthy, but he died so young. I lost my last one to a bowel obstruction in 2020, he was 11 or 12. The next one’s 11 right now, but going strong. Watch the universe take him 2028, that’d be every 4 years right now…

    Anyway, back to work tomorrow, so hey… the wheel keeps on turnin’.

      • NJSpradlin@lemmy.world
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        5 months ago

        We usually keep a 3-dog pack at home, two small dogs (25-35 lbs) and one medium dog (65 lbs). The big boy with the bassy bark to deter break-ins and scare away harassers for my wife when she’s walking them, and the two smaller owns so we can manage a pack that everyone has friends in.

        Our youngest is such a bundle of love and joy… I think we’ll get 10 more years out of him, at least. He’s four. We got him after the one that died from the bowel obstruction.

        It’s rough, but in a few months my wife will probably want to get another medium sized boy, and she’ll check the pounds. I think it took us 3 months to replace the first one.

  • PonyOfWar@pawb.social
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    5 months ago

    Spent most of today on trains coming back to Germany from my 2 weeks Interrail trip to the UK. Had a great time there. Spent yesterday exploring Bath and climbing up Solsbury Hill in the evening.

  • lazylion_ca@lemmy.ca
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    5 months ago

    Got the air conditioner mounted in the bedroom in time for the heatwave. Now to take a quick afternoon nap and then work on the fence.

  • Glowstick@lemmy.worldEnglish
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    5 months ago

    I assume you’re quite young, which is great! I’d suggest learning to enthusiastically jump into whatever activity you wind up in. It’s way more fun that way.

    At a comic con? Throw on a mask and start talking in a funny voice!

    At an opera? Listen closely to the sounds and try to enjoy the artisticness of the performance!

    In a big grassy field with nothing to do? Take your shoes off and let the grass tickle your feet!

    In my experience it’s easy to judge things as lame and to tell yourself that you’re too cool for that thing, but that winds up not being fun, and you wind up missing out on a lot of stuff that you actually would’ve enjoyed if you let yourself get into it. Learn to be open to trying new types of experiences and you’ll wind up having more fun in life!

    • Kimdracula@sh.itjust.worksOP
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      5 months ago

      I’m not like that unfortunately. I would NEVER wear a costume, hell, I wouldn’t ever went there to begin with

      • Glowstick@lemmy.worldEnglish
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        5 months ago

        I used to be that way too, but it’s a skill that you learn through practice. Like push yourself to get into things just a teeny tiny bit to start with for now. Then after awhile it’ll be easy to get to that point of toe-dipping, so then you push yourself to go in a bit more next time, and do that every time you’re at some activity, and then eventually you’ll find it easy to jump right into the deep end of every activity. But it does take some effort to push yourself in the earlier stages

        • Kimdracula@sh.itjust.worksOP
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          5 months ago

          And that’s the problem, that just isn’t me. I’m like that for everyone and everything. I get that isn’t normal, but it is what it is. I just despise being forced to do social stuff, a cringe like situation like a comic con is probably even worse.

          Is like changing nature, you just can’t do that. That’s how rooted is this thing on me, I can’t change it.

            • Kimdracula@sh.itjust.worksOP
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              5 months ago

              It would probably make in existence less useless and maybe would had gave me a girlfriend in my lifetime, I dunno though. I know that isn’t me.

              • Glowstick@lemmy.worldEnglish
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                5 months ago

                If you want to change this about yourself, then you can see a therapist to help you do it. You don’t have to be mentally ill to see a therapist, they can just help you make changes in yourself that you want to make. For something like this you would want to see a CBT therapist

              • Ookami38@sh.itjust.works
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                5 months ago

                You honestly sound very depressed and like you really don’t know what you ARE. Try things, open mindedly, and you may find that some of these things are you, or can be fun regardless. Stop getting in your own way.

              • Zahille7@lemmy.world
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                5 months ago

                So you don’t like comic cons (they have other things at those events besides manga and comics) but you know the language the NPCs speak in a video game?

                You should honestly fit right the fuck in at one of those. Honestly, the awkward self-pity already does. I meet so many people who are incredibly shy/awkward/what-have-you show up and it’s actually their first one, and they always end up having an absolute blast.

                You’re surrounded by like-minded people who are just there to nerd out and have fun with their community. And sometimes the costumes can actually be amazing.

              • intensely_human@lemm.ee
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                5 months ago

                I’m saying you’re a general intelligence. You have the kind of intelligence between your ears that the largest companies on the planet would gladly pay 100 billion dollars to be able to create.

                You can learn and change and grow. “I am this” or “I am not that”. This just isn’t how it works. We cut off parts and build new parts all the time.

  • Buddahriffic@lemmy.world
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    5 months ago

    My weekend was interesting. Opened my gaming mouse to swap the left mouse button switch since mine had started doing random double clicks. Discovered the battery was building pressure. Kinda a pain because it’s still sitting disassembled while I wait for a new battery, but I’m glad I did find it like that instead of it eventually starting a fire when the package ruptured.

    Oh also apparently some spiders successfully mated in my place and the spiderlings hatched on Saturday. I’ve relaxed my “catch and release, no kill” rule for spiders until further notice, though the one bigger one that showed up last night still got that. Looking around, I don’t see any right now. Guessing I’ve killed like 40 so far. Apparently it’ll take them a week or two to starve, assuming they don’t catch some of the few bugs in here.

  • ReallyZen@lemmy.ml
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    5 months ago

    The Left ranked first at the elections in France, so suddenly much, much better than the expected brown/black outcome.